I’m fighting
a quiet war
between the thoughts
in my head
and what is
actually in front of me
and somewhere
in between
I get lost
because everything
feels blurred
like I’m trying
to hold onto something
that keeps changing shape
and I don’t know
what is real anymore
what was said
what was meant
what I felt
what was true
it all tangles together
until I can’t tell
if I’m remembering clearly
or just
holding onto
what I hoped it was
JMS
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