I know that no one will ever love me as much as you did.
So I guess that now I will just have to do it myself.
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The thousand pieces of your broken heart fit perfectly with the thousand pieces of mine.

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I always knew that I found one half of my heart when we met. But what I did not know was
that I would have to find my own part when you left. I was mistaken thinking that it was ever
supposed to be whole.
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Am I supposed to believe that you did not want me….

….when your new one is a fucking carbon copy of me?

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Don’t give yourself too much credit. You’re not that special.

….just another person that broke my heart and walked away.

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I just think about you…You know, you’re just there. Behind every corner. Between my sheets.
Even in that constant glare in my eye. You’re there. And I see you. Just as clear as I did years
ago. All those tears may have washed away every last piece of hope in me. But they sure as
hell never washed away the memory of you. If anything, they only gave me a clearer view.
Which is good. I guess. Because I will be staring through this window pane for a long time.

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This world will fight you for everything that makes you happy.

But that’s not a reason to give it up.

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Always make sure that you never fly higher than you can stand to fall.

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I would’ve loved you to death so you probably did the best thing by leaving.

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She never wanted anyone to fix her. She just wanted someone to listen carefully enough to tell
her that she didn’t need to be fixed.

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Life a soulmate without the cliche. We took the wrong turn in the same footprint. It doesn’t matter what they say. Why even contemplate how it should be.

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There is just something about you. Something about those eyes and the way they looked at me. There is just
something about the way you loved me and how I will never be loved like that again.

There is just something about not wanting to be loved like that by anyone else.

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What shoes did you put on this morning? and who’s shoes did you end up wearing?

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I look at you.
and for once in my life….
I’m speechless.

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And when I looked at you standing under the full moon, I noticed
how the calm brightness of the moon kissed you from head to toe,
illuminating all the perfection of your gorgeous soul to my naked eyes.
I felt so connected to you in that moment, as though, you soul was
captured in me, and my soul was captured in you. Nothing will be the
same anymore, for our souls are married to each other, under the oath
of the full moon.

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You neve knew my name.

But you saw deep beneath my skin.

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I’ve given you everything. And I don’t have anything left.

But for you….

i’d do it all over again.

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You’re making me stupid and I don’t know what to do.

I’m gonna ask you to leave me but really I don’t want you to.

You’re making me stupid. I used to run from myself.

and I don’t know what you did but somehow I’m running your way.

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I died when you left my side and I died when you came back

I died when you said goodbye and I died because you never came back.

I died because of every tear you caused me.

I died when you gave up

I died almost every night

but I will never regret that.

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I know the center of my chest

holds the light of my soul

And while all these burdens

are tearing me apart

I got the recognize the fact

that the light is shining through the holes

and the cracks from the arrows

piecing through my heart.

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It’s not hard, but it is a struggle. So is with everything in life, as well as life itself.

But we have to recognize that the struggle is in giving up the belief that it is hard, the

belief that it is supposed to be hard. We have to recognize the fact that whatever you’re going

through is not supposed to be hard, it’s supposed to be a struggle. A struggle to overcome it and grow

from it. And by that realizing that nothing is as hard as it seems.

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It felt so good to get away for a while….

With you….

….But I was hide and go seek with myself the whole time.

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It doesn’t matter where you are…..Cause facing the sky I can see the stars…
Whatever happens I can see the moon….
And you’re not far away cause you can see it too.

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I’ve been running as long as I can remember from everything that I am.

Broken, but never pulled back my defenses….

I have to protect everything that I have.

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I’m torn between

the person that I am

the person that I was

and the mess I have become

The home that I have found

in the only person that I love.

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…it’s not out of desperation.

It’s not because the pain

is unbearable anymore.

Because it is not.

It is more of a well thought of realization that life is not worth living.

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…..all of the years I would not admit that I’m sad.

Just to close my door…

and drown in the issues I had.

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The pain in my chest is growing, hurting more for every inch.

Spreading in my book throughout every cell that is within.

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I tried taking a picture of the stars last night.

I wanted to show you how beautiful it was. But the picture came out all black.

There must be a reason you can’t capture and save the most beautiful things in the world.

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Jms

…to be continued…..

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