there were moments
where everything felt
too loud
too heavy
too close
like I couldn’t
outrun
what was inside me
like the weight
might win
and I thought
how easy it would be
to disappear
to slip out
of all of it
to finally
feel nothing
but something in me
stronger than the moment
stronger than the fear
held on
not loudly
not perfectly
just enough
and I am still here
learning
how to turn
what once felt
like weakness
into something steady
something that keeps me
standing
even when it’s hard
even when it hurts
I did not fall
I stayed
JMS
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